NEW DAY, new week, new perspective. spent a long weekend away with a group of friends in San Diego and am grateful for the time to get the hell out of santa barbara.
i'm not going to try so hard at my job this week. i'm going to step back, breathe a little deeper, and trust the process that happens when you just show up.
i'm not jumping ship just yet....but i am going to stop letting work take over my life. i will be present where i am at.....
feeling lots of emotions today, and from this weekend, but mostly just content. i could wish and whine and wonder what else could be, or i could just live with what is. i create my own happiness and my own reality. i decide how much complaining i want to do, and how much gratefulness i practice. and feeling love, even when it's not reciprocated, is not such a bad thing after all. it's like having a secret, that makes your blood pump faster and your face feel flushed all the time. (well, not ALL the time...)
i will not shy away from love. loving my friends, my house, my life, some boys...it's all keeping me engaged and involved in my own life. bring it on baby