having a low swing today....feeling extra lonely, lost, and unmotivated this morning. sometimes i get waves of this--i've finally learned that i am not a depressed person, overall, but these mood swings come strong, and feel real enough to almost believe. despite being asked out a few times this month, i still feel alone and invisible. it could be that it's monday. or that i have to face life one more day, and sometimes i don't have the energy to do it (but i also don't have the choice NOT to). or it could be that my bed seems to have gotten bigger recently, making it feel all the more empty.
whatever it is....i think i'll blame it on monday today, and maybe that will curb the long term effects:)
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