i am obsessive. when i discover a new show that i love, i will download it and watch the entire thing, end to end, even if it's 7 seasons long. i waste a lot of life doing this. but i get so sucked in. i am trying to bring back the book. you know, the good old fashioned habit of reading, page after page, until you get to the end?

i am pretty bored of myself lately. i keep thinking of how nice it would be to have a sleepover. with a boy. someone who will keep me company and make me not feel so lame. someone to play with. i guess a sleepover with a girl would be fine too. but most girls already have guys they are having sleepovers with and it's hard to peel them away.

i am such a terrible exerciser. so inconsistent. i will run for a few days in a row and then not get off my ass for 2 weeks. all depends on the mood. and the weather. and if i've already showered that day or not. so many obstacles...how does one overcome.

goodnight.