there are some days, like today, that i just don't know what to do with myself. i tend to be pretty in touch with how i am feeling and what i want, but today i feel more than one thing, and don't know what i want! so here i sit in bed, at noon, debating whether or not i want to go read at the beach, spend the entire day alone at my dad's house, walk around downtown surrounded by people, or just sit in bed all day. i guess all of these options are me being alone.... hmm. maybe there's my answer..