photo by tim halbergi would like to approach this new year a little differently. i would like to spend more time on smaller things. i would like to get swept away with a new perfume, letting its scent fill my senses and my head. i would like to spend 30 minutes preparing a dinner for one, even if i will devour it in under 5 minutes. i would like to close my eyes and breathe longer and deeper than i did in 2011. i would like to expand my understanding of intimacy. true intimacy...with depth and connection and a feeling of being known. i would like to take care of my body so that naked or clothed, i feel comfortable and at peace with it. i would like to pray. something i have not done in years, and am not sure i even know how to do anymore. i would like to drop the tension, worry, stress, insecurity and doubt of the past, and embrace the fullness of my life, of the aromas, of the abundance of ENOUGH i have all around me. so much comfort and warmth and stability i find just in my own little home.
i have enough---i may not have some of the things i wish i had, and i may ache for the desires unfulfilled. but i have enough, and i would like for that to be enough for me.
1 comment:
Again, a beautiful photo of you and beautiful words by you. I love the way you look at life and I love the way you write it down for me to read. You inspire me Catherine. I want the same things that you wrote down. I want to be more like you! :)
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