10/07/2011

the grass is always greener...

been doing some thinking lately, about old flames and flings. i wonder sometimes if i have walked away from some really good potential partners in the course of my life....due to fear, insecurity, and more fear.
many of these men are married, have children, or are in happy relationships with other women who were more brave and open than me.
what have i missed out on by refusing to take chances and allowing myself to feel love for more than one person? how might my life look now if i had let someone win me over out of my stubborn, unchanging stance?
i don't live with much regrets, including all of this. but it does make me pause and think about the opportunities i have had, and what could have been.

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