this is no later than my normal bedtime, but i am finding myself getting more and more tired the later my nights drag on. i suppose sometime soon i should do something about this. i know how to take care of myself, and i know how to be healthy. knowing and DOING are two different things, though.
i've had so much time to think these days. school is out. for good, not just for spring break (although that too). and life is so much slower this week than it was 3 weeks ago. i love this time to think. it feels uncomfortable and annoying, but always good. sometimes i feel like i get smarter just by making myself sit and think.
i'm happy today, content with my body and my daily choices. moving from the extremes back to middle ground. i like the spontaneity and craziness of the extremes, and i may not be done with them altogether. but i know that at my core i am more in the middle, most of time. i'm pretty comfortable with the realization that my life is pretty simple, and sometimes boring. but the simple can be SO sweet and SO cozy sometimes i desire nothing else out of my life but simplicity. good food. a good movie. warm blankets. a good lover.
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