i am angry and bewildered today. i was caught off guard and felt guilty and victimized at the same time. i don't feel angry very often. my "anger" usually skips straight to sad or hurt. but right now i feel angry, and it's nice to feel it after working very hard and diligently for a few years to make sure there WASN'T any anger. i'm gonna let myself feel it this time. there are a few things i can think of that i want to do right now, but aren't appropriate blog material. i will be searching for some good outlets today.
in other news, well...there is no other news at the moment. ask me later.