5/02/2010

butterflies in my cave

i had some sinful chocolately java double chip frappaccino today, full of sugar and just enough caffeine to make me jittery. my body is still not completely accustomed to jolts of caffeine, and without fail it always leaves me feeling like i have carved out my insides and inserted a million baby butterflies into the empty space. kind of like the feeling you get when you have a crush on someone and you notice them noticing you too, only this is without that part.
went for a long walk with my friend this morning and am so glad that through trust, honesty and encouragement i am able to put into words the things i am sure i am learning about myself. without the combination of those things (and the darn butterflies having a party in my empty cave) i am not so sure i could have put into words what i could identify as my strengths for the week. we called it little pieces of healthiness in a whole lot of unhealthiness. i guess that's pretty good.

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