11/09/2009

baby it's cold outside

i love the change in weather. so subtle here in santa barbara, but it's there if you look closely. and i decided to start listening to christmas music tonight. and it absolutely had the desired affect. i suddenly feel held down by something. grounded, or warm, or at home. it's funny how important music can be.
weird things are happening in my life, and it all feels so timely and perfect i can't explain it. i am finally understanding that everything that happens in life can be whatever i want it to be, i can choose to see it and interpret it however i choose. and i am choosing to see my life as full of opportunities and solitude. full of hope and full of sorrow. full of disappointments and full of proposals. just full. and i am going to try to embrace it all.

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